Sunday, June 21, 2026

"What have we done?": The Paying Guests

Phograph of Sarah Waters in 2014

Sarah Waters in the Divinity School at the Bodleian Library, Oxford, in 2014. Image source: The Independent

As regular readers are aware, the novelist Sarah Waters is an E&I favorite. I've written before about her novels Fingersmith (2002) and Affinity (1999), and the television adaptations of her 1998 novel Tipping the Velvet (BBC, 2002) and Fingersmith (BBC, 2005). 

Waters' novels can evoke not only specific historical periods, but particular novelists. Fingersmith alludes to Charles Dickens, Wilkie Collins, and Mary Elizabeth Braddon, while Affinity suggests Henry James' Turn of the Screw (1898).

The Paying Guests (2014), set in the early 1920s, reminded me of Patricia Highsmith's novels and Alfred Hitchcock's films. Like Highsmith, Waters does not stint on gruesome details; and as in Hitchcock, feelings of guilt consume the characters. Of course, that means they have something to feel guilty about. . .

Cover of The Paying Guests by Sarah Waters

Cover of The Paying Guests by Sarah Waters. Image source: Just Well Mixed

Frances Wray lost her two brothers in the Great War; her father also died a few years ago, leaving nothing to provide for Frances and her mother but the South London house in which they live. Frances is approaching 30, and is unmarried. She and her mother are just scraping by. Because they can't afford a maid, unlike their neighbors, Frances' life is a dreary round of cooking and cleaning in the days before vacuum cleaners or automated washing machines. She has just a few pleasures: her nightly cigarette, once a week going "up to Town" with her mother to have tea and see a movie, and occasional visits to her former lover Christina and Christina's new partner. The rest is an endless round of drudgery.

Waters is very good at evoking the domestic privations in a household barely able to cling to middle-class respectability. To take a bath requires going into the scullery off the kitchen where the tub is located, feeding shillings into the gas meter, and lighting the flame of the 50-year-old Vulcan geyser, "which was probably the top of the manufacturer's range in about 1870, but now looked like the sort of vessel in which someone in a Jules Verne novel might make a trip to the moon." But the geyser is "too expensive to light often"; Frances and her mother usually economize instead by using the (no doubt rusty) water from the boiler attached to their cast-iron stove. "They bathed, at most, once a week, frequently taking turns with the same bathwater" (pp. 27-28).

To make ends meet they take a young couple into their home as lodgers, the "paying guests" of the title: Leonard and Lilian Barber. The couple seems to embody the postwar freedoms that Frances has forsworn. They are also emotionally volatile and have tempestuous arguments. Frances is an unwilling eavesdropper on their fights, and also on their make-up sex (Frances sleeps in a second-floor bedroom across the landing from theirs). There's a seaminess to Len, who touches Frances without her invitation, and one night plies the two women with gin to inveigle them into a game of strip Snakes and Ladders. The game doesn't get very far and ends in drunken acrimony.

Spending the days at home together, Frances and Lilian are drawn to one another in sympathetic friendship. They begin to share confidences: Frances confesses to Lilian about her previous relationship with Christina, and Lilian tells Frances about the miscarriage that ended the pregnancy that brought about her marriage. As they grow closer, Lilian begins to bring Frances out of her confining routine: she gives Frances a more modern haircut, the women have a picnic in the park, and she takes her to a family party. Returning home after the party, with both Frances' mother and Lilian's husband in the house, an impulsive embrace and fervent kiss turns into furtive and near-silent lovemaking in the dark scullery.

When Lilian began to tense, the tension communicated itself to her, a muscular charge passing between them. And when Lilian cried out, their mouths were tight together; Frances took in the cry like a breath, and it became her own.

Aside from that they made no sound, did nothing to unsettle the silence of the house; Frances was certain of it. . .Finally they eased themselves apart, Lilian going weakly to the bath-tub, sitting down on the edge of it, pulling up the satin wrapper that had slipped from her shoulders.

'Oh, Frances,' she said, as Frances joined her. . .She was trembling. 'What have we done? We must be mad. We must be drunk. Are we drunk?'

'We aren't drunk,' said Frances. She was trembling too.

'What have we done?'

'You know what we've done. You know what it is. Don't you?'

She saw the curving gleams of wetness at Lilian's eyes and mouth. She saw her nod, heard her whisper. 'Yes.'

'I'm in love with you. I've fallen in love with you.'

'Yes.'

That was all they said.

But as they sit together silently in the scullery, Lilian puts her hand down on the tub cover, "and there was the muted tap of her wedding-band, a small, chill sound in the darkness" (p. 214). The sound is a foreboding reminder of Lilian's matrimonial bonds, which threaten to keep them apart.

After the first section of the slow deepening of the intimacy between the two women, The Paying Guests suddenly accelerates into a tense crime drama and a highly suspenseful police investigation and trial. This is where the comparisons to Highsmith and Hitchcock come in, and they are fully justified by Waters' descriptive vividness and psychological insight. Readers are forewarned, however, that she does not shy away from the graphic depiction of bodies, whether in the portrayal of the women's passionate encounters or the grisly details of the crime and its aftermath.

The Paying Guests was Waters' sixth novel in 16 years, and she has not published another in the dozen years since. She was 48 when The Paying Guests came out, and will turn 60 in July. Of course, I have no idea what health or other issues she and her long-term partner have faced over the past decade, or whether she simply feels that she's said what she had to say. Waters seems young to retire from writing: Philip Roth published his final novel at 77, Vladimir Nabokov at 75, and Patricia Highsmith at 74. But if The Paying Guests turns out to be Waters' final novel—we certainly hope not—it's a compelling one.

Sunday, June 14, 2026

Delightful French films, part 2: The Crime Is Mine

Still of Madeleine in the dock from The Crime is Mine

Pauline (Rebecca Marder) and Madeleine (Nadia Tereszkiewicz) in François Ozon's The Crime is Mine. Image source: RMITV.org

What if pleading guilty to a murder solved all your problems?

In The Crime is Mine (Mon crime, 2023), it's the mid-1930s, jobs in Paris are hard to come by, and everything is going wrong for Madeleine (Nadia Tereszkiewicz) and Pauline (Rebecca Marder). Madeleine is a young actress still waiting for her big break, and Pauline passed the Bar a year ago but is yet to score a client. The roommates owe five months' rent on their 6th-floor walk-up garret and are facing eviction.

Madeleine goes to meet with the big-time theatrical producer Montferrand (Jean-Christophe Bouvet) and is offered a bit part in his new play—on the condition that she join him two afternoons a week in his bachelor apartment. She has to fight him off before she stalks out. Her weaselly lover André (Édouard Sulpice) visits with the news that he's getting engaged to a rich heiress to pay off his gambling debts, and plans to set Madeleine up as his mistress in an apartment owned by his future in-laws. "No rent!" he tells her enthusiastically.

Still of Andre trying to convince Madeleine to become his mistress from The Crime is Mine

"A dream life!": André (Édouard Sulpice) tries to convince Madeleine (Nadia Tereszkiewicz) to become his mistress in François Ozon's The Crime is Mine.

Meanwhile, Pauline is having no better luck. She offers her legal services to a corrupt businessman who is about to be arrested, only to discover that thirteen lawyers have been there before her. And if Madeleine's love life is overcrowded with cads, Pauline's is "a desert."

"Let's be sensible and kill ourselves," Madeleine proposes, and puts a revolver to her head. Pauline ends the mock-suicide by offering Madeleine a ham-and-butter sandwich on baguette and an evening at the movies. In one of the many metacinematic and metatheatrical scenes in The Crime is Mine, they go to see Mauvaise Graine (Bad Seed, 1935), the first film directed by Billy Wilder. [1]

But then the producer Montferrand is found shot to death, and suspicion falls on Madeleine as the last person known to have seen him alive. Pauline sees the proceedings as an employment opportunity for Madeleine: after all, witnesses are paid 12 francs a day. The incompetent, pompous investigating judge Rabusset (Fabrice Luchini) interrogates Madeleine by conjuring lurid scenarios, which are visualized as black-and-white silent melodramas: she murdered him in cold blood for money, and she'll be sentenced to 20 years of hard labor; she was his pregnant former mistress who murdered him in desperation when he wouldn't take her back, and she might be sentenced to five years in prison.

Still in black-and-white silent film style of Madeleine threatening Montferrand with a gun from The Crime is Mine

Madeleine (Nadia Tereszkiewicz) threatens Montferrand (Jean-Christophe Bouvet) in the vivid imagination of investigating judge Rabusset (Fabrice Luchini) in The Crime is Mine.

Then Pauline supplies a scenario that comes closest to the truth: Montferrand tried to rape Madeleine, and she killed him with his own gun in self-defense. On learning that if the jury accepts the plea of self-defense she might walk free, Madeleine confesses.

Pauline now has her first client, and plans to turn the courtroom into a theater to whip up a public fervor. Madeleine now has her first starring role. "Since no one will defend us," Pauline tells the all-male jury, "we women must defend ourselves."

Still of Pauline making her closing statement to the jury from The Crime is Mine

"Madeleine Verdier killed to defend herself": Pauline (Rebecca Marder) makes her closing statement to the jury in The Crime is Mine.

She frames Montferrand's murder as an act of protest and resistance against a French society "dominated and corrupted by men." The proceedings in the courtroom are frequently interrupted by applause (from the women in attendance) and booing (from the men). Madeleine's trial is now front-page news, and she an overnight succès de scandale. But then the prosecutor turns their feminist defense against them: Madeleine must be made an example of, or every man must fear being killed in cold blood by the women in his life. He calls for the death penalty. . .

All the actors clearly relish their roles, and amid the fast-paced farce there are some quieter, subtler moments. There's a scene during the trial when it comes out that Madeleine and Pauline share a bed. "The lawyer and the criminal are strange bedfellows," Inspector Brun (Régis Laspalès) notes slyly, while the prosecutor (Michel Fau) exclaims that the murder is now explained by their "unnatural pairing" and "hatred of men." Pauline leaps to her feet to defend herself and her client. The men making these accusations have never known hardship or poverty. Yes, the two women share a bed—to keep warm and save space in their tiny apartment. "Forget the banal insinuations of these pathetic men," Pauline tells the jury.

We begin to suspect, though, that there's a reason beyond her poverty and rather severe fashion sense for the lack of men in Pauline's life. When Madeleine calls her "darling" and kisses her forehead, Marder shows us Pauline's sudden flush of embarrassment; the kiss and endearment clearly mean something far different to her than to Madeleine. And when the two women take a bath together and Madeleine unselfconsciously gets out and dons a robe, the camera lingers on Pauline's wistful face as she gazes after her.

Still of Pauline in the bath from The Crime is Mine

"Silence is far more eloquent": Pauline (Rebecca Marder) in The Crime is Mine.

Based on the 1934 play Mon Crime by Georges Berr and Louis Verneuil, The Crime is Mine has a brilliantly clever script by François Ozon and his frequent collaborator Philippe Piazzo (they also co-wrote Frantz, one of my favorite films of 2017) and is wittily directed by Ozon. There's a reason Billy Wilder is invoked: with its sequence of surprising reversals, The Crime is Mine plays like one of Wilder's classic Hollywood comedies, which is high praise indeed. Many thanks to the dear friends who recommended this movie to us; let me pass on the favor by urging anyone who likes sparkling comedy to put it at the top of their watchlist.

Last time: Jane Austen Wrecked My Life


  1. Mauvaise Graine has several plot parallels with The Crime is Mine, including an impulsively committed crime and a rich father who disowns his displeasing son.

Sunday, June 7, 2026

Delightful French films, part 1: Jane Austen Wrecked My Life

Still from Jane Austen Wrecked My Life depicting Agathe (Camille Rutherford) attempting to write

Agathe (Camille Rutherford) failing to make progress on her novel in Jane Austen Wrecked My Life. Image source: Film Obsessive

The French seem to do certain things better than almost anyone else: food, wine, women's fashion, perfume, not to mention political protests and universal healthcare. To this list we can add charming romantic comedies. We recently saw two excellent French films at the recommendation of dear friends; neither is flawless, but both are delightful.

Still from Jane Austen Wrecked My Life depicting Agathe (Camille Rutherford) reading outside Shakespeare and Company, Paris

Agathe (Camille Rutherford) reading outside Shakespeare and Company, Paris. Image source: Cinemaclock.com

Indeed, part of the message of Jane Austen Wrecked My Life (Jane Austen a gâché ma vie, 2024) is that nothing is, or should be, flawless, because then it would not be real. (By the way, the movie is not based on Beth Patillo's 2009 novel Jane Austen Ruined My Life; instead, it's an original film written and directed by Laura Piani.)

Agathe (Camille Rutherford) is a huge Jane Austen fan who works in the legendary Paris literary mecca Shakespeare and Company; somehow in the film the bookstore is never mobbed with tourists as it is in real life. Inspired by her love of Austen's writing, Agathe wants to follow in her footsteps and become a novelist. But as with many another would-be writer, she finds it almost impossible to actually put words to paper; she's too daunted by her model and too afraid of proving her lack of talent to herself.

Then her friend and coworker Félix (Pablo Pauly) finds the opening pages of a novel that Agathe has recently begun but made little progress on. Unbeknownst to Agathe, Félix applies on her behalf to a writing retreat, and sends her unfinished pages as a sample. To Agathe's astonishment she is awarded a two-week Jane Austen Residency on an English country estate owned by descendants of the Austen family. Filled with trepidation, but with Félix's encouragement/insistence, Agathe decides to go.

On her arrival on the other side of the channel Agathe is met by Oliver (Charlie Anson). The son of the couple who run the residency and a professor of literature, Oliver has been tasked with driving Agathe to the house.

Still from Jane Austen Wrecked My Life depicting Oliver (Charlie Anson) and Agathe (Camille Rutherford) on the ferry dock

Oliver (Charlie Anson) and Agathe (Camille Rutherford). Image source: RogerEbert.com

As the journey begins he immediately gets on her wrong side. Despite being a descendant of the Austens, Oliver tells her that he doesn't think much of great-great-great-great Aunt Jane's novels: who cares which rich man the heroine marries? Agathe is angered by his dismissal of Austen's work, finding him arrogant and far too sure of his ill-informed opinions. Austen's novels, she tells him, were the first to depict women as fully realized human beings with both virtues and flaws, rather than as idealized beings or symbols.

(Brief aside: It's not quite true that Austen was the first to depict flawed but sympathetic women in fiction, as long-time readers of this blog know well. See posts on Fanny Burney, Charlotte Smith and Maria Edgeworth as some earlier examples; Burney and Edgeworth novels are mentioned (along with those by Ann Radcliffe) in Northanger Abbey, and the title of Pride and Prejudice may have been suggested to Austen by novels of Smith or Burney.)

We may begin to suspect that Oliver's resemblance to a certain handsome but haughty Austen character means that he and Agathe are meant to be together, once he allows himself to be a little more open and vulnerable. But the ardent yet unreliable Félix presents a complication, especially when he shows up at the residency's concluding Regency costume ball to dance with (and seduce?) Agathe.

Still from Jane Austen Wrecked My Life depicting Félix (Pablo Pauly) surprising Agathe (Camille Rutherford) at the Regency costume ball

Félix (Pablo Pauly) surprises Agathe (Camille Rutherford) at the Regency costume ball. Image source: CultureFly.com

But does Félix take love seriously enough? Will Oliver recognize that he has a few things still to learn, and not only about Jane Austen? And will Agathe choose to embrace romance, or will she give herself the space to make progress on her writing and sort out her feelings?

Had Piani's movie been only funny, literate, well-written and -acted, with an appealing heroine facing a difficult romantic dilemma, it would have been entertaining enough (though, of course, not flawless). But the final scenes of the film are extraordinary.

Back at Shakespeare and Company, Agathe organizes a reading by the San Francisco poet Jack Hirschman.

Photo of poet Jack Hirschman at Caffe Trieste in San Francisco in 2016

Poet Jack Hirschman at Caffe Trieste, San Francisco, 2016. Photo credit: Christopher Michel. Image source: Wikimedia Commons

Hirschman is not a fictional character, although he passed away before the film was made and is portrayed by the renowned director Frederick Wiseman (!). (Wiseman himself passed away in February of this year, at age 96.) I encountered Hirschman on the page for the first time because he edited (and did much of the translation for) the Artaud Anthology published by San Francisco's City Lights Books. And I encountered him in person because he frequented the Caffe Trieste in North Beach, just a few blocks away from City Lights, where he could often be found distributing his drawings for free to the other customers.

I was astonished to see Hirschman appear as a character at the dénouement of a French romantic comedy. Hirschman (Wiseman) recites the poem "Path," which urges the reader or auditor to "learn sincerity of intent by letting/life enter," perhaps the lesson that Agathe (and we) have needed reminding of all along.

https://youtu.be/R1-f0EdHhT4

Path, by Jack Hirschman

Go to your broken heart.
If you think you don’t have one, get one.
To get one, be sincere.
Learn sincerity of intent by letting
life enter because you're helpless, really,
to do otherwise.
Even as you try escaping, let it take you
and tear you open
like a letter sent
like a sentence inside
you've waited for all your life
though you’ve committed nothing.
Let it send you up.
Let it break you, heart.
Broken-heartedness is the beginning
of all real reception.
The ear of humility hears beyond the gates.
See the gates opening.
Feel your hands going akimbo on your hips,
your mouth opening like a womb
giving birth to your voice for the first time.
Go singing whirling into the glory
of being ecstatically simple.
Write the poem.

Next time: The Crime is Mine